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December 4th, 2009 ] |
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Mother, I hate you very much. I still want to move out.
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| Room for Improvements |
[Wednesday
December 2nd, 2009 ] |
Question:
Which physical aspect(s) of yourself would you change?
Morally-Correct Answer:
I love myself and feel blessed for whatever my parents have given me so no, I will not change myself. I am very happy about who I am and I am beautiful.
Screaming-From-Within Answer:
- Healthier hair with beautiful locks
- Longer and thicker upper and lower eye lashes
- More defined and thicker eyebrows
- Bigger and darker eyes (but still maintaining the cat eye-shape and single eyelids)
- Perfect eyesight (to throw away those glasses and contact lenses)
- More toned body
- Taller
- Fairer skin
- Eliminate body hair
- White teeth without the gap on my two front teeth
- Fuller lips
- Lower hair line
- Ears that don't stick out
- Sexier voice
*Underlined points are the ones that I would make a change of as soon as I have the finance
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[Tuesday
December 1st, 2009 ] |
I was watching The Biggest Loser Asia on The Hallmark Channel which starts at 9pm every Tuesday nights. This show really got me thinking. Basically, it is about 16 obese people competing in physical and mental challenges to lose the most weight and get their healthy lifestyle back. The winner gets USD100,000.
Weirdly, I couldn't switch off the television. I postponed my showering plan just to watch big blobs of fats flapping around on my TV screen. No cuties, just sweaties, pukies and fatties, and I was addicted. A couple of things went through my mind while watching:
1) Fat people are naturally funny (the way they do things and the way they talk)
2) Oh my god they look really gross.
3) Thank god I do not have weight problems.
4) How in the world did these people gain that much weight?
5) What would I do if I look like that (Would I even allow myself to look like that?)
6) Wow ok, this is pretty inspirational and touching.
7) I feel so sorry for them, they are depressed!
8) Damn, I feel lucky.
I listed out all my thoughts and have concluded that I was watching The Biggest Loser Asia to feel better about myself. Seeing fat people doing unglamorous activities, crying and jiggling while out of breath is a real, erm fresh breath of air me. I do not want to sound superficial, heartless, shallow or unfair, so I googled the causes of obesity and it turns out that most of them are self-made causes. Examples are overconsumption, eating too many high-fat or refined-sugary food and family influences, etc.
Only genetic causes of obesity are forgivable in my opinion. Examples are metabolic ratess, blood glucose mentabolism, fat-storage and hormones, etc. Yet, these causes form a minority of modern day obesity.
Let me give you an example, my mother's side of the family are mostly fat. Mother is fat, children are all fat too. No, it is because of the so-called genetic causes. It is because of bad family dieting and eating. There was once when I had to go to their house twice a week for tutoring, I could not believe how much they eat. They eat all the time, and in big portion with high-fat/sugar food. I was also subjected to their diets because their maids always cooked my portion. Within 2 weeks, I could feel my waist line increasing. No family discipline.
I am sad to say that people who subject themselves to undisciplined diets have no respect for themselves at all. Allowing their bodies to receive so much health sufferings and not caring how they look? What about the rest of us who work so hard to maintain a healthy BMI and maintain an acceptable weight not just to look good but for health reasons as well, you think we are doing all these to receive an honourable nobel prize award? As soon as I feel like I have been eating too much, I don't continue doing so, I stop! So no, fat people should grow up and no, they are not worth pitying or feeling sorry for.
I mean if you are feeling really happy and comfortable about your weight, please ignore my article. But if you are like one of the contestants on The Biggest Loser, crying and feeling depressed about your weight, looks and unhealthy lifstyle, please grow the fuck up and reflect back on what the hell were you doing before? Every actions have their own consequences. You want to eat so don't go on national TV crying about how sad your severely fatty life is.
PS. I am not trying to offend anyone, just my two cents worth. And by obese, I am not talking about normal people with fats, everyone has fats. I am talking about obviously unhealthy overweight people.
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[Monday
November 30th, 2009 ] |
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I find it disgusting when certain people become obsessed (with me)
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[Saturday
November 28th, 2009 ] |
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If I have conformed or compromised, done things in a practical or law-abiding kind of way, I wouldn't be where I am right now.
Follow your heart.
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[Friday
November 27th, 2009 ] |
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I still try to smile every morning when I wake up
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[Wednesday
November 25th, 2009 ] |
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My mom is leaving for Thailand tomorrow. How will I feel like alone at home?
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[Wednesday
November 25th, 2009 ] |
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I thought I am ok. Why did I wake up this morning with this pain inside me?
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| A tribute to Daul Kim |
[Tuesday
November 24th, 2009 ] |
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 RIP 31 May 1989 – 19 November 2009 Really cannot imagine what she is going through to be so determined that her life shall end on 19 November 2009, the tender age of 20 My age. |
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[Tuesday
November 24th, 2009 ] |
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I am ever so grateful to the amount of concern people have show me during these past few days!
80% on the road to recovery!
BIG SMILE
:D
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[Wednesday
November 18th, 2009 ] |
Have to do root canal treatment now.
Not enough money...
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[Tuesday
November 17th, 2009 ] |
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fuck you.
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[Thursday
November 12th, 2009 ] |
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If you think about it, Singapore IS weird. Like what Jesse said to me before when I asked him what he thought about SG from a Canadian's perspective. "Singapore is weird, it is like a first class modern city in the middle of these third world countries." Yeah ok, maybe third world does not apply to every neighbourhood countries, but ya'all get what I mean.
I went pass Orchard Road today and was wondering:
1) How many more shopping centers are they going to build among these huge masses of shopping centers present already? And when I say masses, it really is A LOT of shopping centers. They just had Orchard Ion and Orchard Central opened up, then Mandarin Gallery and 313@ Somerset is also opening up. Holy!
2) Why are there two or three Prada, LV, Dior, etc etc stores just on one street alone, are people that rich that the market demands more than one of them on one road alone, less than 1km away?
3) Why are there so many condominiums building up, can people here really afford it or is it more for the expats to have a place to live in?
4) When is Singapore going to start appreciating their own local talent rather than to keep on bringing in foreign talents?
5) Are Singaporeans going to be extinct? We have an aging population and adults do not want to give birth because they are big time workoholics.
6) Why are there so many foreigners on the street, is this even Singapore?
Thoughts for the day, oh well.
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[Tuesday
November 10th, 2009 ] |
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Fucking hate my mother. Cannot wait to move out of this shithole some times.
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[Saturday
November 7th, 2009 ] |
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Oh my god...really really hate living with my mother...
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[Tuesday
November 3rd, 2009 ] |
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Feeling quite contented with life now. I cannot wait for tomorrow to be over. On Thursday I will go casting and shopping. Life feels so good, I wish everyday can be like this :)
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| Where were you when Michael Jackson died? |
[Saturday
October 31st, 2009 ] |
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I was at Phuket airport, already in the line to get into the plane. There was a television beside and Dilys told me "Michael Jackson died". I didn't take her seriously and didn't think much about it as I thought it is one of those stupid scandal and rumors news. Then we settled into our hotel in Bangkok, I turned on the TV and i thought "holy shit, MJ did die."
:(
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| Shu Pei Qin |
[Tuesday
October 27th, 2009 ] |
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Name: Shu Pei Qin
Nationality: Chinese
Date/Place of Birth: 1990
Height: 5'10" ; 178cm
Measurements: (US) 31-23.5-34 ; (EU) 79-59.5-86.5
Agencies: Next
Known for: Eyes
Status: Newcomer
YuMMY!
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| Fool me once, shame on you. Fool me twice, shame on me |
[Tuesday
October 27th, 2009 ] |
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I realised, that it is ok to be alone, than to get treated like a dump
Nearly fainted in the train yesterday. The doctor suspects that it is Thyroid Disorder. Going back to the doc next week to wait for good news <3
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